I need a map
hello there. I’m back :)
this weekend was pretty rough. I don’t know how else to put it. so many things reminded me of how my life has gotten off course lately.
I used to be pretty involved in my church. and not only was I involved..I was engulfed in the love of Christ and I had such a passionate relationship with God. I was so happy with life and I was pleased with who I was.
ever since I started high school things have been different. I know this sounds bad..but I became too busy to go to church. My life has becomes consumed with grades and work..that I have lost who I was..and that is a shame.
one of my good friends Kyle told me his testimony the other night. and whenever I left him and got into my car..I lost it. I couldn’t stop crying.
I’m tired of feeling empty and incomplete. I’m tired of trying to make myself happy with impure things.
Kyle told me to search “lifehouse everything skit” on YouTube. the girl in that skit portrays my life. I suggest to immediately to watch it. just watching a video on YouTube has awakened me.
I look around at all if these people who seem to be truly happy and I’m jealous. I want what they have. I want my happiness back.
I’m sorry if you know the version of me right now. not to be tooting my own horn..but I used to be pretty awesome :)
I’m trying to find my way back..but I honestly don’t think that I can do it on my own..if anyone would like to just throw an encouraging word my way..feel free.
thank you bye for now.
